Make it stop...

[amezri]

I'm serious. Someone make the world stop, 'cause I wanna get off. Not that I've had a terrible day or anything. Nah, today was a rockin' day. My mom took me to Complexions and I got a make-up lesson (I suck at girly make-up stuff). This afternoon I started a plaster carving and this evening I watched The Man Who Should Be Vice-Prez, Senator Joseph Libermann, on the Daily Show poking fun at Dubbya.

.. but I'm tired. Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to show for my life except a buncha webpages and a huge collection of crap. $3,000 worth of crap, but still just a large pile of crap. There are times lately when I think, "does anyone really give a shit about me?" My friends never talk to me anymore. (Sez, you know I don't mean you. Chattin' with ya is the highlight of my day. Arline, I'm just in one of my deeply depressed moments. Don't mind me, I'll get over it.) No one wants to hang out. Not that I go to great lengths to contact anyone. It's as much my fault as anyone else's. I'm just... in a mood.

I think I'm quiting the Bringers. (Tai, I don't expect you to stick around with them. Get out while you can.) Our fault, as I explained to another member is that "we had too much dead weight and worried too much about everyone's opinion." And then of course "The thing with Bringers, I think, was that it was more of a clique. Solo didn't *actually* get aything done. Sure, she had press coverage, but so what? Stand Up for Buffy got "Graduation Day 2" aired, but what have the Bringers really done? i've beeing thinkig about that... we're just a really pretentious club. We think we're doing good... and we are a good cause... but really, we haven't done a damn thing."

Those are probably harsh words someone will make me regret later, but that's honestly how I feel about the whole thing right now. I don't really give a crap. I mean, the cause is great, I love the idea of fans sticking up to the big corporations, but with 8 active members out of the hundred(s) of supposed members, what chance do we have? Especially when everyone is so concerned about everyone else's opinion. Give it a rest. I quit.

Okay, and some really huge, flying, black insect just bit me. eEEEwwwWWWW!!

Comments

[sg1padawan.livejournal.com]

Dude, I know what you mean, seriously. So, if ya need to rant at/to me, just come on down. God knows I do it enough to you.

btw, I'm absolutely crapamundo at the make up stuff too... I s'pose that's partly my own fault though - I avoid wearing make up as much as possible. Seriously. I just get all ICK when make up comes near me. ;)

And yes - I'm with ya on the not keeping contact thing... I've become increasingly shocking at that type of thing. Guess I'm mostly a loner by nature. *shrug*

Yup, I think I'd like to hop off too. I wonder what will happen if we pull this big-ass lever over here...

*pulls lever* *room blacks out*

Aw, CRAP. :P

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[amezri.livejournal.com]

*flicks her zippo lighter* Oh, now you've done it. I'm still stuck here and it's dark. :oP

[sg1padawan.livejournal.com]

*big sigh* Okay, okay. I never proclaimed to be a genius when it came to electrical stuff, but I'll try to at least get the lights back on.

*tinkers with something... hears a sound getting louder*

Uh... dude? What's that humming? And why's it sound like it's working up to something?! 8-o

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Believe me, if you don't mind I will pull out! Basically, I just said I would because you asked me too. Phew, now *that's* off my chest :)

Why not Maya? She seems to know what she's doing.

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[amezri.livejournal.com]

Maya and Kero left two days ago. Ripper is nowhere to be seen and Adam has gone AWOL. Dude, the Bringers are a lost cause. No one cares anymore and those of us who do spend more time trying to get people to care than actually doing anything :-P Celebrate your freedom, dude.